This is such a hard blog post to write.
Typing this makes everything going on in my world more real...
You see, after a week of tears, fear, confusion, ER and meeting a surgeon...
The fact is...
In a few weeks I have to have the first surgery of my life.
If I ever get brave enough, I might share some more details.
I can say that the prognosis in the end is said to be good, and the recovery will be a few weeks.
I'm scared, but I have vast faith keeping me from drowning.
I don't know how much I will be able to do work/art wise for the holidays etc.
In the few weeks before my surgery, I am rearranging my house to make it easier for my family to visit.
I am not sure if I will have time for art, but I do have some paintings I would like to finish before I am gone for a few weeks.
I guess all I can do now is go with the flow, and somehow find a way to deal with these stomach pangs of nerves.
I don't like to think negatively, life is full of ups and downs, and sometimes you have to just be braver than others.
This is what I keep telling myself.
Love, Vanessa
ps: Two originals in the shop have been priced lower ♥
pss: I have freshly stocked the Halloween and Christmas sections of my art shop.
